Tuesday, September 23, 2008

"Hidup bagaikan roda dijalanan...hanya menanti masa kembali pulang...!!"

Alhamdullilah...it has been 1 week since i was discharge from SGH..i'm still trying to accept the fact...well life have to go on...i'm going strong and enduring all the pain all alone...but i have my family they are very supportive...as know my English sucks....my dialysis session is twice a week tuesday and friday morning 7.30 am...

My 1st dialysis at the Renal Therapy Services Pte Ltd blk 236 yishun ring road was on 17 sep 12 noon.. it cost my mum $340 for deposit-refundable + $50 registration fee +$181.90 per Haemodialysis session=$575.40 /inc gst...the 1st day when smoothly...without any cramps and headache...!!
2nd session of my dialysis was on 19 sep fri 1600hrs...all when the same only in the last minute..i had cramped on my right foot..it's normal for me..per dialysis session i have to pay $181.90...
Then my 3rd session was today..in the morning o730 hrs...and next will be this fri morning 0730 hrs..hope i'm not late like just now..hehehe...

ok guys and friends, readers, visitors...who been reading my blogs thanks..do take care of your health...penyakit datang tak kenal rupa, usia dan bangsa..jaga kesihatan pemakanan dan amalkan gaya hidup sihat...pertingkatkan rohani dan jasmani Insyaallah selamat Amin....
akhir kalam..!!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Puspa



kau gadisku yang cantik


coba lihat aku disini


di sini ada aku yang cinta padamu



kau gadisku yang manis


coba dekat aku disini


di sini ada aku yang sayang padamu



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namun aku tunggu sampai kau mahu



reff:woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku


jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku


ku kan selalu setia menunggu


untuk jadi pacarmu



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jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacar


muputuskanlah saja pacarmu


lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku


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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i'm back after 13 days of misery....

Assalamualaikum buat semua...syukur dah alhamdullillah pada kudrat Allah yang maha esa kerna masih memberi ku peluang untuk melayari bahtera kehidupan yang kian di hanyut gelombang dasyat tak terkilan melanda kini..ku redha dan berserah padamu Ya Allah baik dan buruk dari mu ku terima hendaknya..pada 3 september 2008{3 ramadhan 1429} lalu ku ke SGH for an appointment at clinic M it has been 1 month before that i've been in pain i try to fight the pain seriously on 30th august was the worse day for me i can't sit my back was in pain and multiples cramps occur since morning till afternoon..feel like vomitting and just wanna sleep and sleep and dun wanna wake up cos it unbearable...

I went to SGH with my mum reaching there by noon...but appt is at 1630pm we just wait at the clinic..kesihan my mum dah lah puasa kena teman aku pulak sampai kita dua tertidur..
i was so weak that day so pale...tak bermaya kalau kat rumah aku dah tidur dah... after puas menunggu around 4pm my no. was call...the doctor said "wat happen to you,u looked dead man"
i cut it short i went to blood test and waited for 30 mins for the result and the doctor advised me that better for me to be warded my blood is so so so not clean{forgot the medical name for it}...
ward 64A(renal) room 10 bed 01 is my 2nd home as for now...13 days from 3sep to 16sep i'm warded...i'm now diagnosed with kidney failure...right after i've been warded that evening i was put into immediate procedure cos i need to be do my dialysis session urgently cos my condition was so bad...i was on bed all the way till 2nd day...i started my 1st dialysis on 4sep and 3 times a week on 8sep mon,wed and fri..amazingly everything went good i'm able to walk like normal no more headache and cramps and i dun feel sleepy as usual and my appetite to eat came back...i was so happy.. just cut it short..i just wanna say thanks to all the doctors at SGH especially who taken in charge of me and all the wonderful and sweet pretty nurse form ward64A renal especially room 10 who take care of me...i cherish the friendship that been created see u gals outside ok..luv u gals....i also wanna thanks to all for visitted me thanks a million for ur care and concern...and millions millions thanks to my family members for their support...

and specially thanks to that someone who arrange for my appointment that day and all ur suprise visit and food u bring terima kasih Zubaidah{Milo} my sweetest and lovely fren...!!!

I was so sad cos not able to play for the semi final with u guys..i just control my tears of wat had happened that semi final day..."tears still oozing down when i'm doing this blog"....but i also can't endure the pain just like in the prelimanary rounds..Thanks to Allah that you guys make it thru...thanks for ur understanding...sorry cos i can't play on that meaningful day...

I'm starting my dialysis at a private kidney centre at yishun..while wating for approval from NKF for subsidise payment...i hope u all can pray and hope i get this NKF thingy settle early..cos Private clinic is so expensive...!!!!!nothing much that i'm asking just ur prayers pls help me!!!!ok lah guys i need to rest...selamat berpuasa to semua umat Islam...Assalamualaikum

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