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"GELI MAT"

peminat setia Datuk Siti Nurhaliza

amacam... leh tahan jugak sidekni nyanyi lagu melayu

ahakz..!!!

24 dec...

i remove my stiches in the evening just now...ahakz...and doctor arrange for another operation on the upper left arm near the elbow...due to the previous one on my wrist which i undergo on the 12 dec was not sucessful...they give me the earliest date that was on 24th dec...wednesday..and reporting time at 7am..macam nak gi kerja pulak..ahakz...well i hope it wen smoothly this time round...

potong sana potong sini..

kelar sana kelar sini..jahit sana jahit sini...

running away...

dont want you to give it all up

and live your whole life collecting dust

and i dont want you to feel sorry for me

you never gave us a chance to be

and i dont need you to be by my side

tell me that everythings all right

i just wanted you to tell me the truth

you know ide do that for you

so why are you running away

why are you running away

cause i did enough to show you that i

was willing to give and sacrifice

and i was the one who was lifting you up

when you thought your life has had enough

and when i get close you turn away

nothing that i can do or say

so now i need you to tell me the truth

you know i do that for you

so why are you running away

why are you running away

is it me is it you

nothing that i can do

to make you change your mind

is it me is it you

nothing that i can do

is it a waste of time

is it me is it you

nothing that i can do

to make you change your mind

so why are you running away

why are you running away

so why are you running away

why are you running away

RENUNGKAN SEJENAK

Seriously,

who gives a damn

when you are broke,

sick,

lonely,

sad,

down and depressed?

A-N-Y-B-O-D-Y..........???????

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PIALA BULUH PERINDU....

SHATTERED...!!

No Wishes Well©

By Leticia Courtney

I want to run away

Inside my bright red scream

I want to break the doors

Holding back my dream

Living like this

Checking the skies for rain

A constant reminder

Of this burden and pain

I'm holding on to

A shooting star

Its points cutting my skin

This time it's gone too far

Nothing left to wish on

My bloody star fell

Left me drowning in hopes

Inside my wishing well

Not looking for a hero

To owe such a debt

I could not ask for saving

This loss is not a regret

I want to run away

But there's nothing out there

I want to shatter windows

That look out on nowhere

This is not lifeIf I'm already dead

My bleeding heart stopped beating

And tears I no longer shed.

QUOTES

Inspirational Quotes

" Energy and persistence conquer all things. "~ Benjamin Franklin

"If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain. "~ Emily Dickinson
"Do not follow where the path may lead. Go instead where there is no path and leave a trail. "~ Ralph Waldo Emerson

"Don't judge each day by the harvest you reap,but by the seeds you plant." ~Robert Louis Stevenson

"If you're going through hell, keep going. " ~ Sir Winston Churchill

"Your talent is God's gift to you.What you do with it is your gift back to God. " ~ Leo Buscaglia

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: It goes on. " ~ Robert Frost

"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent." ~ Eleanor Roosevelt

"It is never too late to be what you might have been." ~ George Eliot

"The future depends on what we do in the present." ~ Mahatma Gandhi

"To be seventy years young is sometimes far more cheerful
and hopeful than to be forty years old." ~ Oliver Wendell Holmes

"What we think or what we believe is, in the end, of little consequence.The only thing of consequence is what we do." ~ John Ruskin

those are the words..

Those Are The Words

© By Jeffery A. Donald

I love you.

Those are the words that open my thoughts,

my heart, and my soul.

Those are the words that fill my head,

this book, and the hole

That continued to grow with every mistake I made,

every person that I lost

Left me with a debt that my mind could not pay,

so my heart had to pay the cost.

Those are the words that are my gift,

my nepenthe, and my pain.

Those are the words that make me happy,

make me crazy, and make me sane.

I love you.

Those are the words that open my thoughts to happiness and sorrow.

The joy of being with you today and fear of losing you tomorrow.

Those are the words that open my heart up to you

To show you how I feel about everything you do.

Those are the words that open my soul and everything inside.

All the feelings that I have and all the pain that I hide.

I love you.

Those are the words that is my gift to you from me.

To bring you lots of joy and make you very happy.

Those are the words that are my nepenthe for past memories

They bring my mind to rest and it slowly starts to ease.

Those are the words that are my pain that slowly eats away

At my mind and soul and makes them start to rot and decay.

I love you.

Those are the words that fill my head with happy thoughts of us.

All the romantic memories and times of love struck lust.

Those are the words that fill this book from the start until the end.

It shows in every page, how much I tried to tend.

And those are the words that fill the hole.

I love you.

Those are the words that make me happy deep within my heart.

When you say them to me, my body starts to warm,

each and every part.

Those are the words that make me crazy when I know not what to think.

All my thoughts start to spin and my sound mind starts to sink.

Those are the words that make me sane when my thoughts are crystal clear.

Now I know what to say as I whisper in your ear,

I love you.

i guess my life is meaningless...

i just feel so speechless..i wish i could write many things in here..but i guess it just doesn't make me feel good...just to let it go...

"I've seen the fire in man's heart

The ugly cruelty that lurk inside

Their sticks and stones have torn apart

This flesh that longs to flee, to hide

Yet all of that i'd rather bear

Than the misery,the torturous strain

Of knowing that sometimes,somewhere

My own sweet love has endure PAIN....!"

Apa ada pada kekata ... Hanya lukisan tanpa warna ...
Apa ada pada bahasa ... Hanya sebutan indah belaka ...
Apa ada pada kita ... Hanya hamba tak punyai apa...

tiger....beer pls....no..!!!!

i luv PUSSY cats....

happy birthday to all december hunkz and babez...

just dropping by to wish happy birthday to all december hunkz and babes..specially to KERIS 8 years and still running strong...not forgetting to hamdan and imran...semoga panjang umur murah rezeki..pengorbanan kalian berdua terhadap KERIS memang tiada bandingnya...terima kasih pada kaum kerabat ahli keluarga yg tersayang yg sentiasa menghulurkan bantuan dan menyokong padu..perjuangan dalam medan seni DK singapura ini...tanpa kalian siapa lah kita dan tanpa kita siapa lah KERIS...tahun ini akan meninggalkan kita..dgn penuh keindahan dan kepiluan..kehilangan beberapa ahli keluarga KERIS juga terasa..namun kita tetap tabah..sedekah kan doa pada mereka yg terlebih dahulu pergi dari kita semua...semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat mereka..agar tahun hadapan akan memberi lebih bercahaya dan bermakna..bagi kita...salam ukhwah buat semua kumpulan DK di singapura..dalam kita melestarikan seni budaya kita jangan lah kita lupa pada tanggungjawab kita yg utama...

sekian...akhir kalam..salam dihulur..kasih diberi..pahit ditelan..keris diasah..tumpul tidak..tajam menikam..menusuk mangsa...
Entah siapa..!

gagal bukan beerti...

Gagal bukan beerti kau tidak mampu melakukan apa-apa tapi
Beerti kau telah mempelajari sesuatu
Gagal bukan beerti kau memang manusia yang bodoh tapi
Beerti kau telah membuktikan ketenunanmu
Gagal bukan beerti kau dilanda kehinaan tapi
Beerti kau sanggup mencuba
Gagal bukan beerti kau tak perlu berusaha lagi tapi
Beerti kau harus melakukannya dengan cara yang lain
Gagal bukan beerti kau sepatutnya berasa rendah diri tapi
Beerti kau manusia biasa yang tak sempurna
Gagal bukan beerti kau telah memusnahkan kehidupanmu tapi
Beerti kau perlu memulakan hidup baru
Gagal bukan beerti kau harus berputus-asa tapi
Beerti kau harus melipatgandakan usahamu
Gagal bukan beerti kau tak perlu melakukan apa-apa lagi tapi
Beerti kejayaan tetap menantimu mungkin memerlukan sedikit masa lagi

keluhan hamba....

here are some of my stuff from friendster...

I Tried to Tell You

October 21st, 2008
© By Patrick W. Deck

I tried to tell you I love you

but the words were hard to find.
I’m always thinking about you

you’re the only one on my mind.
Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face

I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.
There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.

You wanted me to hold you but I
kept letting you go.

I’m afraid that I am not the guy
you’ve searched for all these years.

I will kindly leave now don’t you cry
try to hold back your tears.

It’s been so long I haven’t seen you
for quite awhile

When I think of how we me met it only
brings back your smile.

I remember when I held you then and
told you we’d never part

I loved you then I love you now and
I’ll hold you in my heart.

april fools or full of….
April 5th, 2008
i dun realli write…u know wat i mean…but..i’ve got nothin to do..so bored at home..here i am as wat all of u calling it bloggin thing..ahakzz..been not feeling well this few weeks..sumtings wrong in the belly and back..havin cramped is such unbearable feeling…can’t sleep well and can’t get up in time..ahakzz..
But i still strong ah..i endure ah go work jugak apa..tapi biasa ah Lambat belum masuk offis dah dengar org jerit "LU ingat ni nenek lu punya company ah" sorry-sorry ada problem sikit ah kat rumah…ahakzzz apa nak argue2 kan memang salah aku apa…
masuk offis.."assalamualaikum abg…!wah awak ni selalu hilang2 ah…! saya tak sihat ah abg…" capai walkie talkie..pakai cap…ambil file…gi standby bay…check barang..tunggu trailer or lori OCWS datang…ahakzzz…kul 9 pagi gi minum..breakfastlah…ader tak lepas peluang…"apa lagi takut ker..sepapan dua ke apa"susun buah dam..ahakzz aku tengok jer…nak main dgn wak-wak tu semua…tak yah lah…kakaka..ader yg lepak kat smoking area ah…gossip2..jokes..pantun teka teki lah macam2 story ader kecohrable ah…!! ahakzz…
9.30 patut dah start kerja biasa ah..pelan2 yg main dam baru nak hisap rokok…aku pelan2 gi balik kat standby bay…trailer datang barang naik…semua ok..gi depan balik hisap rokok…ahakzzz satu kotak leh habis ah…standby sampai kul 12 lunch…asyik makan kat kantin boring jugak..kuar ah jalan gi kedai kopi..den lepak bawah blok…kakaka macam mat Kotai kan..saja nak relax ambik angin..!!kul 1 pm start kerja balik…trailer datang..macam biasa..forklift driver load kan drums or pails…sampai kul 3pm..tea break lagi.."Apa lagi takut ker sepapan dua tiga empat…"ahakzz wak-wak main dam..
Around 3.30pm start kerja balik ah… by 4.30 standby barang untuk besok…6pm dinner break till 6.30pm …den sambung until 8.30pm…ahakzzz tulah rutin harian ku dari mon to fri…!!!
Apart from all this fact there’s some things that i dun reveal…u got to be in my shoes to noe how i feel..sumtimes all i need is some respect I’m a chargehand not a labour worker..but i did wat i’m not suppose to do..carrying and transfering pails to pallets..stacking it till 3 layer the highest..i’m just helping but it seem to be a regular work..and now i feeling the pain on my back..!! wat the hell man..lucky i control my temper ah…at last wat happen it hurting me deep inside..sometimes Older People Thinks That They Are All Correct and Perfect..they dun wanna follow my instruction then wat to do..wanna go back early..semua org nak balik cepat..!! kerja senang jadi susah…"lumrah manusia lain hati lain rasa rambut hitam tapi ada darah rendah ada darah naik"<—darah aku tengah naik ni sekarang..ahakzzz habis kerja kul 8pm gitu ah…den rest charge walkie talkie..simpan files..freshen up…mandi den lepak ah hisap rokok tunggu kul 8.30pm baru leh balik..lepas tu nak gi mana..???? Training D.K,Training kompang atau nak balik terus…kakakaka…!!!!!! sorrry kalau tak turun dk training atau lambat sampai..kalau aku naik public aku sampai CCk around 9.30-9.45pm kalau ader duit aku naik taxi ok…jadi cepat sikit aku sampai…kalau training kompang..kat fuchun aku leh sampai dalam kul 9-9.15pm gitu…but if i’m tired minta maaf lah banyak2 aku balik rumah terus…!!! with all the work and activity outside from work…do i have time for my frens meet up chilling around…go holiday..dinner supper clubbing..!!! itu semua terpulang pada korang ah…kalau korang ader hajat nak lepak ajak ah aku…tapi tak lah semua aku leh pegi kan..tengok dgn keadaan..kalau tengah kesempitan susah sikit ah…macam sekarang April is full of shit ah..i feel so broke..!! ahakzzz i’ve to settle my M1 bills by end of the month…tapi takpe jek..pelan2…pandai2 lah cari jalan..!! till now i’m finding my thru luv..i’m looking all over the map and globe just can’t find it..either I’m LOST or LOSER…she maybe near but invisible or so far away but too close in my heart…!! ahakzzz nak jiwang2 pulak aku ni… i’m starting a fresh life this Monday..endure all pain and be more firm at work..Try not be late for work again..settle all my bills..clean my room..save some for renovating it..buy new BED ahakzz..paint room…!!! finish up my car licence..!!!WORK HARD HARDER and BECOME MORE FATTER…and HEALTIER…ahakzzz akhir kalam pujangga pernah berkata "tiada yang mustahil dan tiada yang mungkin" "mesti boleh dan pasti kejayaan menanti walaupun memerlukan sedikit masa lagi" aidilismahilhasim LihamSiLidia penguin DoCtOr S_L_O_W

run but where to hide…
March 22nd, 2008

larilah sekuat hatimu..
celah lubang kecil hendak sembunyi…
jeritlah sekuat hatimu..
seberang lautan pun tak didengari…
lukakanlah dirimu..
siat-siat kulit terbongkang isi…
basahilah airmata dipipimu..
ibarat pulau dilanda tsunami…
terus salahkan dirimu..
seribu tahun menanggung caci…
melemahkan dirimu..
tubuh kaku tiarap atas serambi…
kehidupan harus dijalankan,tanggungjawab harus dilaksanakan..
hilang permata,akan diganti berlian,pandangan kabur jadi terang..
tabah hati teguh iman..Nur cahaya menyinari..dan kebahagiaan kelak menjadi habuan…
akhir kalam

23.03.08 0552am

SEKIAN LAMA….BARU KINI…………
August 6th, 2007

SYUKURAN DAN ALHAMDULLILAH KU UCAPKAN PADAMU ILLAHI…KERNA MASIH MEMBERI HAMBAMU NI PELUANG UNTUK MENGHEMBUSKAN NAFAS,MELIHAT MATAHARI,DAN KALA MALAM MEMANDANG REMBULAN…SEKIAN LAMA…BARU KINI KU SEDARI BERTAMBAH TINGGINYA KUASA KEAJAIBANMU YA ALLAH…
SEKIAN LAMA…BARU KINI…KU TEMUI JALAN YANG BERCAHAYA LAGI SIRNA UNTUK KU TUJUI..TANPA RAGU DAN GUSAR…KU LANGKAH PERLAHAN TAPAK DEMI SETAPAK…MENANTIKU DI HUJUNG…KEMENANGAN YANG BELUM PASTI…MUNGKIN..???ATAU.. MEMANG ADA YANG MENANTI TAPI MASIH SEMBUNYI…ENTAH…??
NAMUN BARANGKALI MASA YANG AKAN MENENTUKAN….KEBAHAGIAAN ADA DIMANA-MANA..MASALAHNYA BAGAIMANA? KAT MANA? BERAPA? SIAPA? BILA? ESOK? LUSA? MUNGKIN SAJA KEBAHAGIAAN ITU BERADA DIDEPAN MATA KITA…..TAPI KITA YANG BUTA…SEKIAN LAMA…BARU KINI… KU CELIK KU BANGUN DAN SEDAR DARI ALAM FANTASI..DAN BERPIJAK KU DIBUMI YANG NYATA….
KU AKUR DENGAN KEKURANGAN KU…KU MANUSIA BIASA…BANYAK KELEMAHAN,MENTAH TAK BERDAYA…KU GEMBIRA DAN SENYUM DALAM TANGISAN…HATI YANG BERSUARA TAK KEDENGARAN….LIDAH LELU KOMAT-KAMIT SANDIWARA SEMASA TERUS DISEMBAHKAN….SEKIAN LAMA… BARU KINI… KU SEDAR YANG KITA SEMUA HANYA LAH PELAKON SEMENTARA… MASING-MASING PUNYA CERITA AKSI BERANEKAN RAGAM YANG DITONJOLKAN…SINOPSISNYA….. ADAKAH KITA TAHU APA YANG KITA LAKONKAN ITU..??TEPUK DADA TANYA SELERA…!!!!
SEKIAN LAMA…. BARU KINI… KU SEDARI YANG KU KEHILANGAN SESUATU YANG PALING BERHARGA TAK TERNILAI BANDINGAN NYA…KU KEHILANGAN SESEORANG…DAN SESEORANG ITU ADA DIMANA-MANA SAHAJA…TAPI AKU MASIH BELUM PASTI…SIAPA…??INSYAALLAH AKU AKAN DIPERTEMUKAN DENGAN BIDADARI….SEANDAINYA TIDAK DI ALAM NYATA MUNGKIN DI SYURGAWI………
AKHIR KALAM…06082007

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